you guysssss
drunken hot tob parties are fun
but not the next day when you realized you threw your (sopping wet) bathing suit in your bag...along with your PLANNER, NEW COMIC BOOK, and FAVORITE COMIC BOOK.


ahhhhh

BART PARTY WAS AMAZING!!!!
AN INCREDIBLE SUCCESS!!!!!!!!!

PICS TO COME!!!!!!

right now im feeling pretty much AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!

here is why:

for starters: I HAVE A PLACE TO LIVE!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS AMAZING!!!!!!!!!its this tiny but adorable studio in a GARDEN behind a house of 5 biker bros and in front of a house of 2 musicians that look like flight of the conchords! theres a HAMMOCK and a FIREPIT and VEGGIES! and a CAT! did i mention BROS?? everyone will have a bro nickname! im imagining a summer full of garden parties/garden time/biking/ hammocking/painting/being a d to the ouchebag/etcetc FUN TIMES! EVERYONE SLUMBER PARTY AT MY PLACE! YES!

second: I GOT PANTS! for anyone that knows me irl, i rarely wear pants. why? i only have one pair. which are hole-y. so now i have pants! they are uber black. i also got an awesome cardigan that is BRIGHT KERRY GREEN! YEAH! I ALREADY HAVE LIKE 10!

third: my computer charger died but the apple store GAVE ME A FREE ONE! YEAH!

fourth: TENORI-ON! i touched it! and watched a nerdy lecture by the guy that developed it!!!!!!!!!1


ALSO:


IF YOU ARE IN THE BAY AREA YOU MUST DO THIS! THIS IS MY LITTLE BABY!

DID I MENTION THIS ALL HAPPENED IN THE SAME DAY???

ALSO: POOLS! SWIMMING! I AM GETTING TAN AND BUFF YO!

thats it. sorry this entry was brought to you by hyperbole!

BROFEST 2008 IS ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LETS START OUR BRODDESSY!!!!!!!!

im going to get a tattoo of a TOTORO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im super sorry to the girl who came into the store today to inspire me


BUT ITS PERFECT OMG
and my parents will for sure be like...well...its a TOTORO!!!!

and ill be like yeh its a TOTORO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


TOTORO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://lostgarden.com/uploaded_images/totoro-713675.jpg

the question is do i get all three? or just big totoro? or big and tiny totoro???


this is so perfect!!!!!!!!!!!!

hi lj

i feel sick
i feel sick i
feel sick

they are so hot....!



xoxoxo

we'll go chronologically!
some sort of suck, some are my best ever imo. its long.



( i spent an entire paycheck on gas. disgusting )

i just got back to the bay after spending a week driving around the south western states of our country.
today i realized after a good cry in the cemetary (i can channel my inner morrissey ok!) i am so over the bay area. at least for now.

i want to be the bigger person and cut my ties and run away. im sick of bullshit. im sick of being hurt and im sick of being helpless here.

starting tomorrow im redoing my resume and looking for jobs in other states/ countries.
right now vancouver is looking pretty awesome.

if anyone can recommend a city/town/somewhere that is by a body of water (hot or cold) and has a decent scene for science and arts in general, throw them in my general direction.

im ready for a change and im ready to start living my life the way i want it.
fuck controlling people. fuck hypocrites and liars. fuck anyone that hurts on purpose and fuck the selfish.

im tired of being someone that is used. im tired of being messed around with.
i just want to be someone new.

the weather, still in indecision confused flowers are already blooming
making silent love in the wind while my bare knees freeze
in the breeze of the overcast sky at 7:20
at night at least we have that extra hour
of sunlight to keep us awake and keep us exited
for the evening and the next day

for those of you that don't know, i am super into stationery.
super.
as in i still keep all my stationery from my childhood.
as in i work in a stationery store.

id also like to think that my dad has instilled in me a pretty good eye for clean design. im really into super organized, super modular, super clean, not necessarily super scandinavian, design.

and i just have to say that the combination of good design and stationery is something super sexy. and super hot. hott double t.

we just got in new product today at the store that makes my inner hipster design enthusiast douchebag completely cream its pants, with extra to be rubbed around and thrown onto things. fyi my inner hipster design enthusiast douchebag is a tiny gay man who wears jean paul gaultier glasses, sports a bi level fashion hawk, and carries around a tiny manbag, and maybe wears shimmery eye shadow. definitely has a tiny butt. he also LOVES to cream himself. anytime/anywhere. anyhow.

i cant find a good picture to yoink, but here is a link. i need to buy myself some and do a really hott sexy stationery photoshoot with them: http://www.artofthegrid.com/family.html

they're grid pads, each different size has been deisgned by a different artist. and they just fulfill every need ihave to make lists, organize, chart, and get things done!!! the size, colors, fonts are super sexy and super turn me on and make me want to write things on them!!!!!

here is a description of the modular grid: "Raster Systeme is considered by many as the definitive book on using grid systems in graphic design. With examples on how to work correctly at a conceptual level and exact instructions for using all of the systems (8 to 32 fields), Müller-Brockmann provided a crystal-clear framework for editorial problem-solving. This 32 unit modular grid in a DIN A4 format offers an unlimited number of solutions, offering great flexibility of design. The fields can be varied in size by combining the smallest grid units into larger units for texts and illustrations."

CREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so going to start a new blog about sexy office products.

im driving home and talking to my mum on the phone
she switches with dad and he says there is bad news and i shouldnt speed home
turns out my aunt and uncle might be getting a divorce
my cousins are pissed at my uncle and moved out

tomorrow i wake up early.
the plan: bike/musics/comics/gelato/gym/photo developments!!!!

i am feeling overly moody
its overcast and might rain
how high school.
i just want to take naps.

ps: richard if you read this i miss you and cant wait to see you and watch albuquerque sunsets with you. awesome!